sea of seafood

Sea monsters still exist in my world. I thought that when I reach 7th grade , my fears with crabs and other unpretty animals will stop but it din't . And until now, the sight of these creatures are powerful enough to turn my insides upside down.

But I took the photo of this fish I saw during my Bacolod trip last year. Thought it was so cool and one of a kind. My first time. It was in my blogger drafts since last year. In limbo. Unsure if I have the courage to even upload and post the pictures on my blog. I could imagine how those sharp slim needles can puncture the skin horribly. What more if I see them alive and moving. Explains why i terribly hate the beach

My heart raced when my friends ordered a crab dish without me knowing. The surprise on my face when I saw the waiter approaching to our table. The crab claw gawking in the bowl. As if giving me it's middle finger. or claw in this case.

I still can't get how people can look at this as if its an ordinary creature. K I get it. It's yummy. But the outside is too bizarre for me. Its like a big fat spider-lobster spawn.

It has teeth too!!! Human-like teeth. haha. It's true that if yer really scared of something, you have this subconscious interest or curiosity with it. And here's how I show my weird curiosity about it. I watch Crabs docu on Nat Geo. Read articles about the Christmas Island , the famous crab land. Where coming across with a platoon of crab is as mundane as seeing a cat in your backyard.

ok i must stop now. goosebumps 100%. I need to shower.