OUTFIT / Numbers + nonsense

I recently watched Norweigan Wood on my lull moment last week. You know how in a week you have that chained-to-the-bed kind of feeling and everything felt heavy. Your eyebrows feel heavy. You drink a glass of water and you  feel like you've eaten steak and fries. There was a scene in the movie where Reiko was wishing that she could go back from being 18 after her 19th birthday. According to her, it would have been much easier not to be an adult. I am quite feeling the same way actually. I noticed a fine wrinkle this morning on my smile line area. I don't want to overreact and since one doesn't have much choice in terms of biological ageing, I must try to just shake it off. My clothing preferences too can be quite "un-young". They say youth is power. They say experience is power. I don't know anymore. Thankfully I have an extremely oily skin which somehow helps me exude a young-er version of me.